Life is so hard. its amazingly hard.
I am in a time of deep thought. something very very good and something very very sad is happening, all at the same time.
whats so good?
about 2 years ago I was in the domestic violence shelter and saw a flyer for a group called the Angle Band project. they were looking for survivors to help them create a brand new thing. it was a virtual choir. So I took the biggest leap of faith in my life and looked into it. I think its in another post here but I will check Anyway, here in St Louis there is a group called the Angel band Project. it is a music therapy group that was founded because of a young woman named Tracy Butz. she was attacked and murdered. So, her family keeps her alive by creating music and music therapy for sexual assault/imitate partner violence. you can read her story here. also donate or buy a CD http://angelbandproject.org/
so now 2 years after I was first introduced to them. They contacted me again and this time they plan on making a CD of survival. it is a tremendous undertaking and I will explain in another post. I have an assignment for next Tuesday which was to come up with songs and lyrics from music that I love which defines me. I looked back to all my younger days and of course the ones from proms, weddings, breakup songs and those "KISS THIS "(arron tippin lol)
songs to make you stand up and fight. I will be spending alot of time being introspective. I thought I had done enough of that but I guess not.
the not so good, my youngest son still draws further from me and further from the truth. I am afraid I rescued him from one narcissistic abuser and then sent him to college to find himself where he only found more of them. I am at an impasse.
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